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Two years ago today, I was probably already in the bed. I was 37 weeks pregnant and huge. I probably had already laid out my work clothes and Noah's clothes for Wendy's house. I know I looked around the house and decided to put the housework off for another day or two or three, thinking there was always tomorrow. On the way to work the next morning. I saw spots. At work, the spots continued. It looks like little white lights floating in your line of vision. I remembered saying to Susan, "do you think I should call the doctor for a bp check?" She told me to, and they sent me on to the office. There, my blood pressure was high and the doctor told me I was to go straight to the hospital. No, I couldn't stop and get a razor to shave my legs. I had to go straight there and I would have the baby that afternoon. I tracked down Matt after an hour or so, meanwhile I got checked in and settled at the hospital. I had to wait the 8 hours after I had eaten before they would do the surgery. It was around lunch time. Wally Shamburger came to visit me because he had heard I was there. Wally decided to wait with me until Matt got there. It ended up, Matt had to go home, he decided to clean up a little, he took Noah's overnight stuff to Wendy's house, and got somewhat sidetracked. He didnt' get to the hospital until 3 o'clock! Wally graciously stayed with me that entire time! Right after Matt got there we were wheeled back to the OR. 15 minutes later, little Ella Grace came into the world. I remember thinking how tiny she was! She was almost full term, but still small for her age. Once again the doctors had just gotten my child out in time. I remember the doctor telling us how my placenta was deteriorating and so she wasn't getting all the nutrients she needed (which helped her grow). It was a crazy night, with family visiting, Noah getting to meet her, learning to breastfeed, but what we were given that night was so special. We were given our little Ella. She is so funny, so beautiful, smart, loving, nurturing, and perfect in so many ways. Tomorrow we will celebrate the day that God gave her to us. We will thank Him because she is such a blessing to us. I am so glad that I get to be her mommy!